{"id":1466,"date":"2021-05-19T18:08:50","date_gmt":"2021-05-19T15:08:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/themesindep.com\/reporter\/?p=1466"},"modified":"2021-10-21T13:19:01","modified_gmt":"2021-10-21T10:19:01","slug":"destek-dukkanda-blog-postu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/destek-dukkanda-blog-postu","title":{"rendered":"Kar\u015f\u0131 Pencere"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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\u201cG\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131na inan, duyduklar\u0131n\u0131n hi\u00e7birine,\u201d<\/em><\/strong>  demi\u015f Edgar Allan Poe…<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Umar\u0131m demi\u015ftir, hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 emin de\u011filim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm pek tutmuyor bu mecray\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fc be\u011fendim, kullanmak istedim, internete inand\u0131m. Ama ayn\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc \u015eems-i Tebrizi\u2019nin, Shakespeare\u2019in ya da A\u015f\u0131k Veysel\u2019in etti\u011fi de oluyor. Aman ha dikkat!

Takdir edersiniz ki h\u0131zl\u0131 t\u00fcketim d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda pek \u00e7ok bilginin asl\u0131n\u0131 astar\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya vaktimiz de iste\u011fimiz de yok. Belki de bu y\u00fczden istemeden birilerine haks\u0131zl\u0131k ede ede y\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz yolumuzu. Bildi\u011fimizi varsayarak as\u0131ls\u0131z temeller \u00fczerine in\u015fa ediyoruz ger\u00e7e\u011fimizi. Yarg\u0131lama s\u00fcremiz \u00e7ok k\u0131sald\u0131. Hayat\u0131n h\u0131zlanmas\u0131n\u0131 buna bahane ediyor ama asl\u0131nda infaz etmekten haz al\u0131yoruz.

Pirincin ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131klamak kadar basit de\u011fil ki do\u011fruyu yanl\u0131\u015ftan ay\u0131rmak. Her \u015fey sarih olsa ke\u015fke. Nerdeee? Biliyorsunuz ortal\u0131k bilgi kayn\u0131yor, kirli bilgi. Kafalar\u0131n i\u00e7i \u00e7orba. Kurunun yan\u0131nda ya\u015f da yanar misali, her \u015feye \u015f\u00fcpheyle bakar olduk ama asl\u0131nda gayet g\u00fczel yutuveriyoruz bize servis edilen pek \u00e7ok safsatay\u0131. Sosyal medya ve internet de \u00e7anak tutuyorlar bu kirlili\u011fe; fark\u0131nday\u0131z. Kuyrukya\u011f\u0131 bol bir k\u0131ymay\u0131 bol baharatla daha da lezzetlendirip \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze sunan bir sokak k\u00f6ftecisi gibi, \u00f6n\u00fcne arkas\u0131na yenir yutulur \u015feyler (so\u011fan, tur\u015fu, pul biber) koyup yutturuveriyorlar uydurduklar\u0131n\u0131, afiyetle yiyoruz. Sonra da bu haz\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k nereden geliyor diye debelenip duruyoruz. E gaz yap\u0131yor haliyle.
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G\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimiz, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u015feyler de\u011fil \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Hani yar\u0131s\u0131na inanacakt\u0131k onlar\u0131n? Olmuyor, elimizde de\u011fil.<\/h5>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n
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Alg\u0131m\u0131z yan\u0131l\u0131yor. Hem de \u00e7ok\u2026 Hayal g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz zaten u\u00e7u\u015f u\u00e7u\u015f\u2026<\/h5>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n

Hatta o kadar \u00e7ok ve s\u0131k yan\u0131l\u0131yoruz ki seneler boyunca haks\u0131z yere hapis yatan birine \u201cUps! Pardon!\u201d demekten ba\u015fka \u00e7aremiz kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile, bunu sineye \u00e7ekebilir hale geldik. Biri bize \u201cAl\u0131c\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ayarlar\u0131yla oynamay\u0131n\u201d falan m\u0131 dedi nedir, epeyce bir zamand\u0131r olan\u0131 biteni pasif bir \u015fekilde seyretmek o kadar da zor gelmiyor. Haks\u0131zl\u0131k, alg\u0131dan ve bilgi kirlili\u011finden kaynaklan\u0131yor \u00e7o\u011fu zaman ama robotla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ruhlar\u0131m\u0131zla tepki vermekten de i\u015fin ger\u00e7e\u011fini ara\u015ft\u0131rmaktan da yorulduk belki de. Metal yorgunlu\u011fu var \u00fczerimizde.

Bir Woody Allen filminde izledim bu sahneyi; adam, aylar boyu kar\u015f\u0131 pencerede g\u00f6zledi\u011fi kad\u0131nla sonunda i\u015fi pi\u015firip onun yan\u0131na ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131nca bu sefer de kar\u015f\u0131 pencerede kalan eski e\u015fini g\u00f6zlemeye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. \u0130roni g\u00fczel. Allen iyi yakalar hayat\u0131n bu incelikli detaylar\u0131n\u0131. Yani kar\u015f\u0131 pencerede, davulun sesi misali her \u015fey \u00e7ok farkl\u0131, \u00e7ok sevilesi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcze, aldanmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Woody Allen\u2019\u0131n Uzun Boylu Esmer Adam filminden bir sahne S\u0131rf o filmin o sahnesinden yola \u00e7\u0131karak bir kitap bile yazd\u0131m: \u201cKar\u015f\u0131 Penceredeki Kad\u0131n\u201d dedim ad\u0131na. Ama bu k\u00f6\u015feye verdi\u011fim isimdeki pencere o pencere de\u011fil. Konulara farkl\u0131 bir perspektiften bakal\u0131m demek i\u00e7in kullan\u0131yorum bu sefer kar\u015f\u0131daki pencereyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Affedersiniz! B\u00f6yle Zop gezegeninden d\u00fcnyaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f gibi kendimi tan\u0131tmadan bir anda ortas\u0131ndan dal\u0131verdim bu mecradaki ilk yaz\u0131ma? Dobra ve samimi biriyim ben. En sevdi\u011fim \u00f6zelliklerim bunlar. Sevmedi\u011fim, sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m. 32 senem ge\u00e7en y\u00fczy\u0131lda kalm\u0131\u015f. Ankara\u2019n\u0131n insana k\u00f6m\u00fcr koklatan havas\u0131ndan do\u011falgaza ge\u00e7i\u015fin o e\u015fsiz mutlulu\u011funu tadamadan, ODT\u00dc\u2019den f\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi solu\u011fu \u0130stanbul\u2019da alm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Sabah 8.00 ak\u015fam 18.00 i\u015f hayat\u0131nda, g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcn minimum 1\/5\u2019ini \u0130stanbul\u2019un tad\u0131na doyulmaz trafi\u011finde ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimi fark edip aym\u0131\u015f, sonra da \u201cBu hayat bana g\u00f6re de\u011fil\u201d diyerek yolumu aram\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Kendimi yaz\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n orta yerinde bulana kadar g\u00f6bek \u00e7atlatm\u0131\u015f ama o saate kadar da pazarda limon satmak harici neredeyse her i\u015fi yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. 1,2,3 derken (evlilik say\u0131mdan bahsediyorum), ili\u015fkiler konusunda uzman oldu\u011fumu bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, sonra da buna y\u00fcrekten inanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Sadece onunla kalsa iyi, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7e\u015fitli projelerle T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin \u00fccra k\u00f6\u015felerinde kad\u0131n giri\u015fimcilere i\u015fletme konular\u0131yla ilgili dersler verirken bir de bakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ki di\u011fer \u015fapkam (romanc\u0131 kimli\u011fim) nedeniyle herkes bana kendi hikayesini anlat\u0131yor. E haliyle bir G\u00fczin Abla edas\u0131 gelmi\u015f \u00fczerime. 2008\u2019den beri pek \u00e7ok kitaba yazar, edit\u00f6r, \u00e7evirmen olarak imza atm\u0131\u015f, bu yolda tevell\u00fct eskitmi\u015fim. Yani sevgili okurum, konu\u015fuyorsam bir sebebi var!

Ve diyorum ki: \u201cKar\u015f\u0131 Pencere\u2019den bakal\u0131m bu sefer, farkl\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131dan konu\u015fal\u0131m her \u015feyi. Dinlerken susmak, ya da ihtimalleri konu\u015fmak, onlar\u0131 kabullenmek demek de\u011fildir. Medeniyettir. Do\u011fru alg\u0131lama hamlesidir. Yan\u0131lmak insana \u00f6zg\u00fcd\u00fcr. Farkl\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lardan bakmaya u\u011fra\u015fmak ise takdire \u015fayan insani bir \u00e7aba\u2026 Bu k\u00f6\u015fenin amac\u0131 bu gayreti g\u00f6stermek olsun. Empati ve sayg\u0131y\u0131 b\u00f6yle kazan\u0131r\u0131z. Malumun ilam\u0131n\u0131 herkes yap\u0131yor, bu sefer biz kar\u015f\u0131dakini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlardan olsak fena m\u0131 olur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ho\u015f\u00e7a ve sevgiyle kal\u0131n.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cG\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131na inan, duyduklar\u0131n\u0131n hi\u00e7birine,\u201d  demi\u015f Edgar Allan Poe… Umar\u0131m demi\u015ftir, hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 emin de\u011filim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm pek tutmuyor bu mecray\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fc be\u011fendim, kullanmak…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":2193,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"single-no-sidebar.php","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1466"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1466"}],"version-history":[{"count":23,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1466\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2945,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1466\/revisions\/2945"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2193"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1466"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1466"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/destekdukkan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1466"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}